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Repeating Cycles: Poem from 2000

I had a dream you were gone

In the blink of an eye

Nobody there could save me

From the darkness in my soul

That follows me abundantly

And threatens to destroy

When I awoke you still weren't here

But my heart was not as sore

Because the day you really left

The darkness overcame me



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